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“Bring water Corwin,” Leona exclaims behind me. I stood there hunched over by the street, clutching my stomach, puking my guts out.
Once, there was nothing left to spill, except for my lungs and intestines, I exhaled, leaning my back on the wall. A water bottle stretched in front of me making me look up at my brother, who gathered me into his arm holding me steady.
“Let me help you,” said Leona as she poured some water into my mouth to rinse it.
Corwin intertwined his hands with my trembling one for a better grip, I clutched his hand tighter, another pair of hands holding me, welcomed the support since my legs felt immobilised.
I
“I want to go home, Corwin,” I whimpered meekly through the state of shock. Just a few steps and I was falling again, then I was picked up and carried somewhere. I had no idea how long I would have gaped into the hollow darkness surrounding me, but when I blinked we were in front of a broad building.
Glitz Resort
Across the resort, at a good distance, by the beach, banquet tables and altar decorations were being set up. Big, beautifully carved initials KK resting by the passageway of the venue.
I was thinking of booking the Glitz, the view from there is so gorgeous.
It does seem gorgeous, Doll. I can already imagine you walking down the aisle to me.
“I,” I shuddered to speak slipping out of their protective holds.
“Want to, be al–alone for a while,” I mumbled stammering avoiding their gaze.
I don’t want pity.
“Karry,” Leo begins.
“Please.” I requested pleadingly. “I won’t do anything stupid,” I assured them, she nodded sympathetically.
“Just let me help you to your room,” she says softly. It was pathetic that I was nearly losing my ability to walk because what would you do when the surface beneath had been shaken by an earthquake?
“I’ll book the tickets,” My brother notified me, still accompanying me until we reached our suite.
“Karry, what happened?”
“Where is Keith?”
“Why do you look like that?”
“Are you okay?”
“Oh my gosh, what’s going on?”
Questions after question were thrown my way, and I dodged them all by turning to Leo. “Tell them. I want to be alone,” I whispered stepping inside and moving toward my room.
“Please don’t follow her right now.” I heard Leo requesting everyone, as I shut the door, locking it. The room was dark, with some daylight shining in.
The gift wrapped rested on the empty chair, its glitter injuring my eyes, I looked away meeting the mirror. What could be the reason he cheated?
Was I being cruel or unfair to go celibate until the wedding? Or was it my body that wasn’t as perfectly shaped as that woman?
I let my hands roam my chubby cheeks, down to my nonexistent collarbone, my huge, fluffy breasts, my not–so–flat belly, and my curves, my thick thighs.
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I hadn’t ever felt so ugly before in my life.
My long, bridal dress was hanging on the closet rack and the box of my bridal pumps that he picked out was kept aside. I walked towards them slowly, letting my hands touch them one last time as I struggled to breathe again.
We were supposed to be marrying tomorrow.
Doll
I love you
Marry me
My one
Beautiful
Gorgeous
Only mine
Us
Us forever
You guys look amazing together.
I can’t wait to get married
Keith, check this decoration out it’s not too fancy yet so beautiful.
The same, agonizing scenario pushes its way towards the front, towering over everything else and making me nauseous and dizzy again.
Cheating
He cheated on me.
A day before our wedding.
My Kieth, he slept with a dancer?
I closed my eyes and then.
He was kissing her, holding her, doing things that he was only supposed to do to me. Pacing around, I patted my head harshly, wanting to dust that disgusting memory off. The delusions kept appearing in front of my eyes.
Them kissing.
Touching
On the bed
Naked
“No,” I cried out holding my throbbing head hot, fat tears streamed down my face as I trembled vigorously, swaying.
“Aaaaghhhh,” screaming I grabbed the wedding gown, tossing it away along with the other outfits. I grabbed the shoe box hurling it across the room.
I struggled to take off the two rings on my hands, harshly taking them off, ignoring the irritation it caused, and flinging them somewhere too. Exhausted, I slid down by the bed pulling my knees up to my chest and shaking with the sobs breaking out one after the other.
“Wh–Why? I wept loudly, lying down and curling my knees up to my chest.
“Why?…..
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