“Good.” His fingers tapped the steering wheel. “Vicky thought you were avoiding her. She’s moving out next month—says it’s ‘inappropriate’ now.”
I yawned. “Tell her not to bother. I don’t care.”
James’ grip tightened on the steering wheel, his knuckles paling to bone-white. A flicker of surprise crossed his face. He opened his mouth—probably to praise my “maturity”—but stopped when he noticed my closed eyes.
I feigned sleep to avoid conversation, but the exhaustion was real. For the first time in years, my dreams weren’t about him.
Ten days until Switzerland.
I stood in the supermarket aisle, staring at the dried hawthorn slices in my hand. I hadn’t eaten these since childhood, but lately my stomach churned at everything else. My recent period had also been delayed.
The pregnancy test confirmed my fears.
“twelve weeks along,” the doctor said cheerfully. “Congratulations!”
I nearly laughed. Twelve weeks. That meant it happened during James’ and my last time together—right before Vicky returned.
My hands shook as I dialed James’ number. At twenty-four, facing this alone terrified me—
A familiar ringtone echoed down the hallway.
James stood twenty feet away, his black coat draped over Vicky’s shoulders as she whispered something that made him smile. I hung up and ducked into the stairwell.
“—avoid strenuous activity,” the doctor’s voice carried through the cracked door. “And no intercourse for two months.”
Vicky was pregnant too.
“I’ll make sure she rests,” James said, that tender tone I rarely heard.
I shot out of the stairwell like a bullet, desperate to escape, only to crash straight into a nurse carrying medical charts. The papers went flying as we collided, creating just enough noise to draw attention from down the hall.
James emerged from the examination room just in time to see me scrambling to help pick up the scattered documents, my face burning with the effort to appear composed.
“Sophia?” He frowned, stepping forward. “Why are you here?”
“Stomachache.” I crumpled the ultrasound slip in my pocket.
Vicky materialized beside him, clutching her own scan. “James told me you skip meals.” She patted his arm. “We should get her some ginger tea.”
I couldn’t tear my eyes away from the ultrasound photo in Vicky’s hand. The grainy black-and-white image seemed to pulse under the harsh hospital lights.
James’ face went pale. “Sophia, let me expl—”
“James!” Vicky’s fingers dug into his sleeve like claws, her voice dripping with false sweetness. “We talked about this.”
I saw the conflict play out across his face, the way his muscles tensed, how his hand twitched before curling into a fist.
Then Vicky pressed her cheek against his shoulder, whispering something that made him freeze. His arm dropped to his side like a dead weight.
I turned away before they could see my face crumple. Behind me, I heard James take a half-step forward—
“James!” Vicky’s voice turned sharp. “You promised.”
The elevator doors closed on the image of my husband standing frozen between two women, his eyes locked on me with something that almost looked like regret.
Outside, winter air slapped my face. The research acceptance letter lay buried at the bottom of my backpack. Four years. A groundbreaking study. A life far from this mess.
And now—a baby.
My hand rested on my stomach—still flat, but everything had changed. The sidewalk stretched endlessly in both directions.
For the first time in my life, I had nowhere to go.
