Chapter 11
In my apartment at dawn, I stared
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I admit, I wavered in that
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my phone for a long time, then finally blocked and deleted Linda.[]
Evren loved me. Evren actually loved me.
After I chased him for two years, stayed together for three
year
and broke
up
years ago.
He actually said he loved me.[]
Suddenly my laughter echoed in the darkness.]
At first I was afraid of disturbing neighbors, but I really couldn’t help it. I laughed harder and harder
How could it be so absurd.[]
Like a ridiculously bad comedy.]
For the following period, Evren seemed unable to understand what I meant by “we’re already over.
He frequently appeared in my life.[]
Until I couldn’t controli
tears streaming down.[]
I saying he could help me finish my
Even during finals week when I was pulling all–nighters in the library, tearing my hair out, he suddenly appeared say final paper.
I stared at him silently: “You’re using this to test my resolve?”
He seemed pleased: “Yes.“[]
I was furious and dragged him out of the library: “Evren, I said it’s over between us, over, there will never be a future. No matter what you do, we won’t continue. Do you understand?“]]
He was silent for a long time, staring at my eyes as if they were about to redden and shed tears again.]
But what he finally said was: “What if I write three final papers for you and let you vacation in the Arctic? Still no?”
His voice trembled slightly, but he still tried to keep the atmosphere light: “Sonia, when you were chasing me, weren’t you just as shameless? How come when I’m chasing you, you suddenly think it’s not okay? That’s not fair.“]
My face turned cold.
“So you want to pester me shamelessly for two years, then get together with me.“[]
“You don’t remember my dietary restrictions, even ordered the wrong cake that put me in the hospital for nine days with allergies, and you didn’t
care.”
“You never made our relationship public on any social media, never said you liked me, didn’t understand or show interest in my life at all. Until I was completely fed up, exhausted to the extreme, and fled abroad in embarrassment. In difficult nights, questioning myself about why I was so pathetic, right?”
Evren looked at me, and suddenly a tear rolled down from his eye, hitting the German autumn ground.[]
His voice completely lost composure: “I’m sorry… I’m sorry, Sonia, I’m really sorry…“[]
“Please, Sonia… give me another chance, let me make it up to you, okay?“]]
He reached out, trying to touch me, but I stepped back to avoid him.]
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Goodbye My Ceritus Boyfriend
Chapter 11
“Evren, aren’t you most logical? You say you like me, but do you understand what kind of person I am? Do you know why I had low blood sugar in high school? Because my parents divorced, I took little care of myself, and when sad, I wouldn’t even eat.“]
“Do you know what coffee I like best? Know what movies I love? Know what my favorite song is? You know nothing.”
“You don’t understand me at all. Evren, use your best logic to tell me how someone can love a stranger’s soul.“]
His tears kept falling, looking at me almost pitifully, as if begging someone for mercy, not to torture him anymore.[]
“It’s not like that… I know you, I know you…]
“I at least know what coffee you drink. I remember you… Every time I sat in the bookstore, you would sit in the café across the street. Every time you ordered an Americano.“]
He looked up at me hopefully. “Right?“[]
I looked at him silently.
“Wrong. I hate bitter things. I don’t like coffee at all.[]
“I sat there only because I could see you.“[]
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