After developing depression, I often couldn’t control my emotions.
I became increasingly volatile towards Emma, who bullied me.
One day, as usual, she walked into my apartment and threw all the food on my table into the trash.
“Sophia, if you want to eat, then get on your knees and lick it all clean.”
“How dare someone as lowly as you think about eating?”
She seemed to think I wouldn’t fight back, so her actions became increasingly outrageous. Seeing that I didn’t move, she approached me, intending to force me to kneel.
The emotions I had barely suppressed exploded at that moment. I stepped on her foot, and when she loosened her grip on me in pain, I slapped her face with all my might.
Then, imitating what she had done to me before, I dragged her to the bathroom and soaked her entire body with the shower, even trying to make her understand the feeling of near–drowning.
After doing all this, I felt an immense sense of satisfaction.
Eventually, Lucas found out about these things.
After sending Emma to the hospital and making sure she was okay, he immediately came to find me. Without asking for any explanation, he rushed up to me and slapped me hard across the face.
That was the first time he hit me.
As the past affection dissipated, all I could see in his eyes was hatred towards me.
Sophia, how can you be so vicious? Wasn’t killing Lily enough? Now you want to kill Emma too?”
Hearing him say these words to me, I felt my mind go blank.
The chaotic voices in my head started to increase, and my temples began to throb uncontrollably. I knew my condition was about to flare up.
So I started laughing hysterically at him.
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So I started laughing hysterically at him.
“Yes, I’ve always been this vicious. Have you only just realized it?”
“I hate Emma, I wish she were dead. If I dared to kill Lily, what’s stopping me from killing Emma? It’s just a pity she didn’t die!”
My voice was neither loud nor soft, but it made Lucas stand there staring at me in shock.
After a long silence, he slowly spoke to me.
“Sophia, you’re absolutely insane!”
Hearing this, I just nodded.
“Yes, I am indeed insane.”
“Lucas, if one day you knew about all the things Emma did to me, if one day you knew the whole truth, I think you’d go even crazier than me.”
“Lucas, everything comes full circle. I hope you’ll regret everything you’ve done to me at this moment!”
After saying this, I left the apartment without looking back.
At that moment, the castle of hope I had painstakingly built collapsed.
It doesn’t matter anymore.
Nothing matters to me anymore.
Lucas, I don’t want you anymore.