Chapter 30
Jim’s POV
“You were a bit of a jerk to Lacy, man” I reprimanded Kol,
breaking the tense air.
Kol grunted an inaudible reply, his eyes fixed on the screen before us. He let out another frustrated groan and threw the game controller aside having lost another game.
“I’m in a bad mood because of the bullshit divorce” he stated
more clearly and took a gulp of his whisky.
“Lacy is affected as well, and she was trying to be friendly. You could have simply told her to leave if you don’t want to talk to
her”
“Are you lecturing me now? And why do you fucking care about her?” Kol’s tone was filled with anger.
I was shocked at his question. Of course, I care about Lacy, and
I know Kol does too. Kol’s way of having control over his
emotions was by pretending not to care, I know that much. having been his best friend for years.
He purposely made it seem like he didn’t care about Lacy even
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though she was the one he cared about the most. I sighed in
exhaustion and leaned back into my seat not ready to dive into.
the topic.
“Let’s continue the game, “I said instead, avoiding his
questions.
“I’m done with this shit. I’m bored, let’s watch something rather ” He refused, picking up the remote instead.
A brief of excitement sparked through me when he clicked on a porn website. Then followed by bitterness. “I thought you said we are not doing this anymore.”
He looked up, saying lightly “We can watch together, just no touching” he warned.
I didn’t say anything as he turned his eyes back and continue scrolling the screen.
Kol and I have been best friends for as long as I can remember. We practically grew up together and experienced a lot of things together. Our first masturbation together was when we were around the age of thirteen.
It was a mere act to satisfy our teenage curiosity. We have always considered ourselves to be straight even after that act.
“We are a pair of passionate athletes “Kol would say whenever
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we satisfy each other’s sexual urges behind closed doors.
Things changed about two weeks ago when I stepped into the
invisible line between us and broke the unwritten rule. I took
things further than ever.
<<<<~Two Weeks Ago~>>>
It was a Saturday and we were engaged in the mutual
masturbating as usual. Kol’s free hand roamed over my chest
making me grow harder in his hand, he stroked my dick faster
than he trailed his hand over me. Things were different. He even
leaned in and whispered into my ear, asking me if I liked this. It
all seemed to be going in a certain direction.
My latest curiosity about gay sex was piqued making me lose.
control over myself. his hot breath making my skin goosebump
and nearly pushing me over the edge, I impulsively did.
something I’d been contemplating doing for a while: I kissed
him.
For a second, he froze, his lips pressed tightly against mine–so
different from a girl’s lips. Then he pulled back, springing off the
bed like a spring. The look on his face told me everything I
needed to know. I had gone too far, even for us.
After we were clothed, Kol broke the tense silence between us.
“We can not do this anymore” he seemed much calmer now.
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I knew exactly what he meant by ‘this‘ and could only agree
while being thankful that he didn’t hold it against me. So since.
then, we had done absolutely nothing sexual together, we hadn’t
even talked about it.
That was why I felt bitter. Kol changed our rules, tonight he suddenly decided that we could watch porn together again. He gets to decide what we do and what we can do at will. He has always been like this, controlling.
I know he wanted to do something sexual because he was angry at his family and their sudden decision to separate. Sex has always been Kol’s favorite method of releasing his anger and frustration.
But I hoped we can go back what we were, and I missed fooling around with him. With a click, Kol opened the gay category and clicked on a random video much to my surprise. I didn’t dare speak a word, nor could I look at him.
I was wondering why he did that, but I could only watch on. He hit paly, just sitting with eyes glued to the screen almost motionlessly, like we were watching a normal movie.
There were two men entangled in a messy kiss on the screen, a much taller man and a shorter one. The taller one looked stronger and older than the short one with a robust physique and beard. The beard man tore their clothes until they were both
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naked in the hallway. Then he pushed the younger man’s head
down to his cock, titlting his chin to the ceiling and closing his
eyes as he moved the man’s head up and down with a large
hand.
Blood rushed to my groin, making my cock uncomfortablely
against my jeans, but Kol didn’t move nor touch himself. He just
watched on. I couldn’t tell if he was as excited as I was, I
discreetly placed the controller on my growing tent and kept my
eyes glued on the screen.
